Verse 1

I have this thing about dying
Pretend I'm not fighting keep it inside
I'm always fighting and flying
Just surviving trying to add time

Pre Chorus

If it comes in waves
Then why run away
Knowing that it's out of my hands
There's not a day
That You haven't made
My control was never
Part of the plan

Chorus

All those days and nights
I was driving blind
There was reason
I came back alive
You were close to me
When I tried to hide
Never a day
That You passed me by
You made our time
Painted blue in the sky
Held tears I was keeping inside
It's funny how
I had a grip on my life
When I was holding
What was nеver mine
Nevеr mine

Verse 2

Why is my instinct to spiral
Nothing is final until the end
My hope sits on a tightrope
So I pray with my eyes closed
And start to give in

Pre Chorus

If it comes in waves
Then why run away
Knowing that it's out of my hands
There's not a day
That You haven't made
My control was never
Part of the plan

Chorus

All those days and nights
I was driving blind
There was reason
I came back alive
You were close to me
When I tried to hide
Never a day
That You passed me by
You made our time
Painted blue in the sky
Held tears I was keeping inside
It's funny how
I had a grip on my life
When I was holding
What was nеver mine
Nevеr mine

Post Chorus

It was never mine
It was never mine

Verse 3

All those days and nights
I was driving blind
There was reason
I came back alive
It's funny how
I had a grip on my life
When I was holding
What was never mine
Never mine